IF I'M ALIVE NOW

Kidder Mountain, New Ipswich, N.H.

Love Letter

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SYLVIA PLATH

Not easy to state the change you made.
If I'm alive now, then I was dead,
Though, like a stone, unbothered by it,
Staying put according to habit.
You didn't just tow me an inch, no--
Nor leave me to set my small bald eye
Skyward again, without hope, of course,
Of apprehending blueness, or stars.

That wasn't it. I slept, say: a snake
Masked among black rocks as a black rock
In the white hiatus of winter--
Like my neighbors, taking no pleasure
In the million perfectly-chisled
Cheeks alighting each moment to melt
My cheeks of basalt. They turned to tears,
Angels weeping over dull natures,
But didn't convince me. Those tears froze.
Each dead head had a visor of ice.

And I slept on like a bent finger.
The first thing I was was sheer air
And the locked drops rising in dew
Limpid as spirits. Many stones lay
Dense and expressionless round about.
I didn't know what to make of it.
I shone, mice-scaled, and unfolded
To pour myself out like a fluid
Among bird feet and the stems of plants.
I wasn't fooled. I knew you at once.

Tree and stone glittered, without shadows.
My finger-length grew lucent as glass.
I started to bud like a March twig:
An arm and a leg, and arm, a leg.
From stone to cloud, so I ascended.
Now I resemble a sort of god
Floating through the air in my soul-shift
Pure as a pane of ice. It's a gift.

cappuccino and poetry

IDENTITY COFFEE, RIndge, N.H.

EVERYTHING'S FOR SALE

β€˜Everything’s For Sale’ is a short film directed by Riley Keough, Gina Gammell and Malcolm Washington, the film follows the storyline of Anthony β€˜Boogie’ Dixson’s debut album out now, with Shady Records.

 


Directed by Riley Keough, Gina Gammell and Malcolm Washington

Produced by 271 Pictures

Domenica Castro, Constanza Castro, Kristen Uno, Davida Williams

Cinematography by Martim Vian

Production Design by Alex Dixon 

Costume Design by Henna Koskinen

Additional Photography by Ayinde Anderson 

Hair and Makeup by Jordana Davis 

SFX MU by Jason Hamer, Pepe Mora

Edited by Armen Harootun

Color by Sean Coleman

BTS/Set Stills by Emari Traffie

(Featuring J.I.D., Compton Cowboys, Estevan Oriol, Moises Arias, Sasha Lane and Amy Seimetz)


Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' β€” Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' β€” Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' β€” Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
 
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' β€” Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
 
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' β€” Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
 
 
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
 
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
 
Boogie 'Everything's For Sale' Behind the Scenes by Emari Traffie
 
 
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Special thank you Boogie, the Keyel β€˜The Greatest’ Walker, Darttny β€˜The Sponsor’ Ellis, Justice, Producers/Angels: Constanza & Domenicah Castro, and the last day crew that allowed me to photograph their beautiful souls.

 

CHEREVICHKIOTVICHKI SS 19

 
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cherevichkiotvichki AW 2018 / emari traffie
 
 

This is a small collection of 600 and Mini Polaroids from a preview of SS 2019 Cherevichkiotvichki presentation in Paris. I wrote about Part 1 last year, if you’d like the beginning of the love story.

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The Part One β€” SS 2019, the collection of men’s and women’s clothing, shoes and accessories titled β€œThe Imperceptible Resonance of a Flowering Thread” was presented together with the preview of shoes from Michael Moir’s Archive.

β€œA brittle adventure of Cherevichkiotvichki ideology will bring you to the headsprings of the infantile, intangible, anonymous, harmonious and chaotic white.”



Enjoy.

cherevichkiotvichki AW 2018 / emari traffie
cherevichkiotvichki AW 2018 / emari traffie
cherevichkiotvichki AW 2018 / emari traffie
cherevichkiotvichki AW 2018 / emari traffie
cherevichkiotvichki AW 2018 / emari traffie
cherevichkiotvichki AW 2018 / emari traffie
cherevichkiotvichki AW 2018 / emari traffie
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cherevichkiotvichki AW 2018 / emari traffie





1995

When I go home to my parent's house in New Hampshire, I try to make a point of looking through old photos from when I was young. My mom has about 20 of them. They are all labeled by year from 1987 or so until 2002-ish when digital started to take over and she no longer need to drop of film and get prints to see what she had captured. They are full of the typical family photos; candids of birthday parties, events and weddings, of playdates and baths, of snow angels and naps.

Persona Cosmetics

Simple beauty shots for Persona Cosmetics.

Persona Cosmetics

Photography: Emari Traffie

Technical Assistant: Jonathan Labez

Hair: Nicolas Flores

Makeup: Rob Sargsyan

Models: Mari DeLeonSona GasparianJosie Jones

mari by emari traffie. persona cosmetics.
mari by emari traffie. persona cosmetics.

cherevichkiotvichki ss 2018


 
'A Collection of Men's & Women's clothing, shoes and accessories titled "TRANSFORMATION INTO ENSUING CONFORMATION" with the third preview of shoes from Micheal Moir's Archive.''A shoe by Victoria', in the old Slavic language translates to the na…

'A Collection of Men's & Women's clothing, shoes and accessories titled "TRANSFORMATION INTO ENSUING CONFORMATION" with the third preview of shoes from Micheal Moir's Archive.'

'A shoe by Victoria', in the old Slavic language translates to the name of the clothing atelier 'cherevichki ot vichki.' The shoes are hand-made, natural dyed leather with wooden soles, using traditional Baltic techniques. Accessories include leather bags of the same quality and a collection of hand-dyed garments reminiscent of (to my eye) what was worn as undergarments in the late 1800's. It took me a week to get comfortable saying it, but now it's my favorite word. Cherevichkiotvichki. Try it.

The Cherevichki showroom is carefully crafted in the same manner as the collection. Linen, cotton and other natural fibers, all sourced from Lithuania, hang from wooden frames in staggered sheets, each one fastidiously decorated with the raw items that begat the collection. Cotton blooms are sewn into blossoms, rubber drips down linen, and twine, wire and wood intersect to create a textile wonderland. The scene takes back to Picasso's deconstructed guitars. In retrospect, if I had more presence in the moment, I would have removed my shoes and navigated the room like a temple, pausing at each item to pay homage to the craftsmanship. 

Here's a little context so you can also appreciate this (if you don't already). Cherevichkiotvichki is the offspring of Lithuanian-born Victoria Andrejeva. To my calculations, it's the thirteenth Cherevichki collection and yet another testament to her mastery of process and freedom of form. The label (mostly leather, mostly shoes in the beginning) met early acclaim with cosigns from Rei Kawakubo (Trading Museum Comme des GarΓ§on) and successive collaborations with Yohji YamamotoToogood and Dover Street Market, as well as Mona Moore in LA.

β€œYou can only truly understand the act of creation through the series of all variations.”
— pablo picasso
107SS18 FLARED COAT, LIGHT SILK, BEIGE

107SS18 FLARED COAT, LIGHT SILK, BEIGE

107SS18 FLARED COAT, LIGHT SILK, BEIGE

This collection comes in a set, like its predecessors. Part one is titled 'Transformation into Ensuing Conformation.' The white Parisian room pulls my attention every which way as I gingerly step (cursing my tall black boots) through the delicate structures around the shoes. I took inventory of the things I knew to expect, the quality, the innovation, the collaboration. I would offer comparisons of Cherevichki to other brands but it feels like a different world altogether, one from a past time connected to the future.

It's all art, in which she seamlessly zips her USSR inspired almost-Edwardian forms with details and raw modern edges that call out to Yamamoto. Almost invisible zippers appear on the seams of a light but durable jacket. Leather handbags with graffiti'd canvases reveal scrawled Russian profanity and coffee cup stains. Grey almost gauze-like Lithuanian textiles fill out the shapes of soviet uniform pattern jackets with removable inserts, panels, and collars (shown below half-zipped). I mentally wish-list everything, but specifically a smooth cream underhat that straps under the chin like an updated bonnet.

106SS18 ADJUSTABLE UNLINED COAT WITH ZIP, WAXED COAT, CREAM125SS18 ASYMMETRIC UNDERHEAT, LIGHT SILK, BEIGE

106SS18 ADJUSTABLE UNLINED COAT WITH ZIP, WAXED COAT, CREAM

125SS18 ASYMMETRIC UNDERHEAT, LIGHT SILK, BEIGE

cherevichkiotvichki ss 18 / emaritraffie.com
104SS18 COAT WITH REMOVABLE LINING AND COLLAR, MEDIUM LINEN MESH, GREY99SS18 TWO PIECE DRESS, LIGHT LINEN MESH, GREY

104SS18 COAT WITH REMOVABLE LINING AND COLLAR, MEDIUM LINEN MESH, GREY

99SS18 TWO PIECE DRESS, LIGHT LINEN MESH, GREY

Cherevichki, Op. 14 - Comic-fantasy opera in four acts by Jakov Polonskij (1885) Overture to the opera "Cherevichki" (The Slippers) by Pyotr Ilyich Tchaikovsky (1840-1893), a revision of his earlier opera "Vakula the Smith". Both works are based on the story "Christmas Eve" by Nikolai Gogol, which is found in his collection "Evenings on a Farm Near Dikanka".
[picasso, 'guitare' paris, jan-feb 1914]

[picasso, 'guitare' paris, jan-feb 1914]

β€œOn ne peut vraiment suivre l’acte crΓ©ateur qu’à travers la sΓ¨rie de touts les variations.”
— pablo picasso

 

 

NIKE FASHIONAIR x VSCO

Nike and VSCO gave me a few pairs of Vapormax's and a futuristic concept and asked me (and three other amazing photographers) to create some inspired, collaborative high fashion images. Really, the story is not about the futureβ€”it's about now. 

emaritraffie.com / NIKE x VSCO FASHIONAIR
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emaritraffie.com / NIKE x VSCO FASHIONAIR

'SUNROOF' BOOGIE feat. Dana Williams (behind the scenes)

When a Compton rapper with multiple love lives meets up with an almost all female dream production team headed by directing duo Gina Gammell & Riley Keough you get this magic. 

Thirst 48 Pt. II out now Spotify: http://smarturl.it/Thirst48PartII.sp iTunes: http://smarturl.it/Thirst48PartII Apple Music: http://smarturl.it/Thirst48PartII.ap Google Play: http://smarturl.it/Thirst48PartII.gp Amazon: http://smarturl.it/Thirst48PartII.amz Music video by Boogie performing Sunroof. (C) 2017 Interscope Records http://vevo.ly/xgATZS

'Sunroof' by Boogie feat. Dana Williams, production by @lordquestmusic@keyeleyek and @amairejohnson

Directed by Gina Gammell and Riley Keough

Produced by Davida Williams, Domenica Castro and Jessica Schul

Styled by Ari

Stills by Emari Traffie

Bones + Feathers

Several years ago when I was visiting LA (never thought I'd live here one day btw, you never know where you will be in the future) my now-roomate Steph Matson introduced me to Cole, co-founder of Bones + Feathers Collective and I immediately went home and bought a snake-vertebrae necklace that would see many compliments in it's day. 

Fast forward to today. Enjoy. Have fun choosing (I couldn't pick one fave if I had to).

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BONES + FEATHERS // emaritraffie.com
BONES + FEATHERS // emaritraffie.com
BONES + FEATHERS // emaritraffie.com

PALM SPRINGS x SIMON x VOGUE

Went to Palm Springs (and OF COURSE Joshua Tree but I'm saving those photos because there is too much good here) with my girls Lisa Dengler (as y'all know I'm pretty much shooting her forever because we are a match made in heavenβ€”my own opinion) and Madelynn Furlong (@wideeyedlegless). Thanks Simon and Vogue. We had fun. Go follow both of these girl's blogs for supreme content.

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